Track 8 - 分离的方向

如果有一天，你身边的每个人都要各奔东西，你会怎样？
也许伤心是必然的，但是至少也要联络。
发生在我身上的一个事件，就是上次我的好友一声不讲，就飞到外地去读书了。
起初，我还以为他骗我。谁知道，当我看到他在外地拍的照片时才知道是真的。
我问他，为何不跟我说？至少我也可以送你去机场。
当时，他顿了一阵子。。。然后就开始别的话题。
也许，离别是一个伤心的场合。
也许，朋友只是他的一个负累。
从那天一后，我们就少联络了。。。
朋友，需要做到这样吗？
他有他的方向，但至少也可以和身边的人分享。
多一份朋友的支持，就多了一份信心。
希望能可以再和他好好的谈天，从温当初在一起的美好时光。

方向。。。我这个人，到现在，完全没有方向！
我只希望永远可以像现况一样，
但时间总会走，人也要向新的方向走。
时间不会等人，过去的只能好好珍惜。

我真的已经迷失方向了。。。

Track 7 - Happy Sharing

Back to penang on Thursday midnight with my friend~
First time back on midnight and the surrounding were damn dark and creepy~
But, i enjoy the journey back to Penang...
At Penang, i can enjoy a lot of nice foods with cheaper price...
At my house, i can enjoy every single foods that cooked by my mum...
At the paddy field nearby my house, i can riding motorcycle, cycling and jogging...
And most importantly, at my hometown, my beloved penang, i can run out from the busy and stressful life in KL...
I like penang so much~

nice cendol stall...

the cendol~

the laksa stall~

 

the asam laksa!!!

 

and the siam laksa!!!

Besides that, i ate the Tuo Pan, Mee sua Kor, Fried little prawn, chee cheong Fun, Char Koay Teow, Ice Kacang and Tao Kua-Chien...

Hope 2mr before i go to KL, I can eat Curry Mee and Hokkien Mee (prawn mee) XD
I want EAT!!!!!

Track 6 - Memories

Few days ago, i heard from my friend that he need to back to hometown due to the death of his grandma.
It makes me think of the death of my grandpa - when i was Standard Six.
It has been 10 years pass.
I still remember, the day before his death, I has bought a Charizard (pokemon) toy model.
That time, Grandpa was still lie down on his bed, and my uncle and my mum were take care of him.
It has been few months grandpa was unable to move as usual due to the some kind of disease that will be faced by all the old people （老人病）.
I still remember, every morning, he will go to the coffee shop and have a drink and chatting with his friends.
Sometimes, he will go to travel to Hat Yai and bought me a lot of souvenirs.
He bought me foods and drinks, take care of me when i get bullied by my cousin, sent the foods to my school to me (but that time i felt shame and asked him to back home quickly, how bad was i).
The day before his death, my mum ask me to massage my grandpa but i refused because i was lazy.
Thinking why grandpa was so annoying; always want me to give him a massage.
But the next day, when i knew that he is dead, my tears drop.
Yes, i sad. I cried, non stop. I am such a bad grandson.
He was taking care of me, protecting me and allowing me to do whatever i like.
But, what he get from me, IS NOTHING...
I was bad, unfilial grandson. Not taking care of him, lazy to face him and feel shame to have such grandpa.
I felt like slapping myself while thinking of my personality when i was Standard Six.
Time flies, but memories still on my mind.
Just hoped that Grandpa can meet my lovely grandma in the paradise and stay happy ever after.
I miss you, grandpa.

Track 5 - I Miss You

With a sudden nudge and you message me...
Asking life asking study and relationship...
I'm answered: Single since not adorable~
You said: I miss the moment stay with you~
I don't know what to answer - - - speechless - - -
You have your better life over there
I have my miserable life here
May be without you, there is no happiness for me
But without me, you still can get your happiness easily
Feeling is a very weird physical reaction
Loving, Caring, Hating, Lying, Cheating and Fighting
Joy and Fun, Quarrel and Run, have been experienced by us
May be I like you, May be I Confuse~
But conclusion is still the one and never changed~
There will no any happiness between me and you-

Mon cheri, I miss you~

Track 4 - II est cinq heures du matin

Maintenant, c'est cinq heures du matin.
Mais, je n'ai pas dormi a cause de je vais manger au cafe de Pandan Indah.
C'est beaucoup d'amusement aujourd'hui.
Mon amie veux aller pour "Yam Cha" parce que elle a faim bien que c'est une heure du matin.
D'abord, nous voulons aller a Jaya One pour "yam cha" mais tous les cafes a Jaya One a ferme.
Donc, nous allons a Old Town Cafe a Sri Petaling.
Petait nous sommes malchance, Le Old Town Cafe a ferme aussi. Quelle dommage!
Apres, nous decidons aller a Bukit Bintang mais nous ne savons pas quelle place nous voulons aller.
Puis, nous allons a Old Town Cafe Cheras parce que II a ouvert pour 24 heures.
Tristement, nous ne savons pas la rue y aller. Et, je conduis jusqu a Dolphin Cafe a Pandan Indah.
Finalement, nous avons notre soupers là. 
Aujourd'hui, c'est le jour malchance!

Track 3 - Baby Baby One More Time

Nothing? Nothing? Nothing?
Today, i have viewed my friend's blog, contents about his colleague's full month baby.
For me, i really like baby. They are cute, adorable and chubby.
Nice to hug, nice to smell and nice to entertain.
Everyone have their own memories when they were babies.
Nothing much to think, Nothing much to care and Nothing much to worry.
Eat, Sleep, Drink~ Smile, Cry, Play~ Do whatever they like.
Somehow, i wish i can be a baby forever.
No need to grow up, No need to think a lot, No need to confuse for future.
Simply live, Simply crawl, Simply lie down.
Can i just back to the past? To be a baby?
Impossible Impossible~
Can I? Be a baby baby one more time?

Track 2 - 爱的距离

有个平凡的小男孩从小就很肥。他爱吃饱睡，睡饱吃。在学校，因为他那肥胖的身材而有了个可爱的花名-小叮当。但他却不在意，他还是一样过着他的生活。
 

时间快快的过去了，他也变得越来越胖。就在这个时候，他的学校来了一名美丽的女转校生。小男孩第 一眼就爱上了这一名女转校生，这可谓是一见钟情啊！也许这是上天的安排，那小女孩就被安排坐在小男孩的旁边。小男孩当然非常高兴，他想这应该就是他们俩有 缘分。他们就在那天变成了无话不说的好朋友，成为了学校里人人嫉妒的对象。

 

小男孩为了那小女孩，他开始减肥。就只在那短短的一个月里，他从肥胖的七十多公斤减到五十五公斤 的小帅哥，简直就像是一个奇迹。当他改变的时候，很多同学都对他刮目相看。肥胖的同学就问他如何减肥，那些较平凡的同学就问他如何变得那么好看。在这一瞬 间，他成为了学校人人讨论的对象。小女孩也为他感到开心，因为她知道小男孩是为她而改变的。但她也知道她只可以和小男孩做好朋友，没可能会变成恋人。

 

在五月份的那一天，小男孩准备向那小女孩告白。但他偏偏想不到，告白的那天就是他沮丧的那天。就 在小男孩开开心心进班的那一刻，小女孩告诉小男孩她已有暗恋的对象而且她暗恋的对象在昨晚已向小女孩告白，而小女孩当然也就接受了。小女孩想把这喜悦跟小 男孩分享，但她却不知道这就等于伤害小男孩的心。小男孩只有默默的祝福小女孩。

 

刚开始的时候，小女孩和她男友过得很好。这都被看在校男孩的眼里，所以他决定不再追求小女孩。在 这时，小男孩接受了另一女孩，他们在一起也过得很开心。也许说日久见人心，小女孩发现她男友天天只会赌博吸烟，而且有时还打骂她，甚至还开始向小女孩要 钱。小女孩就找小男孩诉苦，而小男孩安慰她不要再为那男的伤心，该快快向那男的分手。

 

小女孩决定分手后，她也和小男孩过着像以前的生活。她开始发现小男孩的好。她怪自己为何当初没发现这么好的伴侣，还选择了一个无恶不做的大坏蛋。她也爱上了小男孩，但小男孩不能接受她了，因为小男孩已有了个对他很好的女友，他不想辜负他女友对他的爱。

 

有一种爱叫做放手，有一种爱叫做执着，爱不爱当然都会令人痛苦，所以就只能好好的爱对方。世界上最远的距离不是南极和北极，而是我在你面前，你却不知道我爱你。

Track 1 - Confusing.Struggling.Betraying

What to do? What to do?

Confuse for your future? Struggling to achieve better?

Betraying someone to get your own objectives? 

Confuse? Because of don't know what you want? Because of haven't get matured? Because of facing failure? Because of lazy to figure out? Because of influenced by someone else?

Struggle? Tends to get the better life? Tends to get more than now? Tends to conquer the whole things? Tends to climbing up high? Tends to pushing someone down?

Betray? Lack of trustworthy? Lack of concrete relationship? Lack of mutual communication:? Lack of sense of cooperation? Lack of thinking for each others?

When facing these three problems, try to ask yourself, "Should you blame others or blame yourself?"
For me, I still don't know. But i know that, I HATE THESE !